My friends here at London escorts say that I look depressed and I must admit that I feel a bit down in the dumps. Could that be the reason why nothing is turning me on at the moment? I am beginning to think so. The girls at London escorts even took me on a night out and I did not get excited at all. It is like all of my sexual desire has disappeared in one go.
A few months ago, I felt a lot better about myself. I was in this really great relationship and had a great time with my boyfriend once I finished my shift with London escorts. Now all of that is gone, and I seem to have lost myself. When I come home from London escorts these days, I feel totally empty and it is like I have no energy for anything. I know that your libido is affected by your feelings. Could it be that the break up from my boyfriend has affected me mentally? I am honestly beginning to think so.
The thing is that this is the fifth boyfriend who has split up with me since I started to work for London escorts. Most of the girls here at London escorts seem to be having relationship problems. It is almost like you are being rejected because you work for a London escorts website. I am not sure that is the complete answer but it is certainly an influencing factor when it comes to daily things that other may take for granted.
Maybe I should do what the other girls at London escorts do, stay away from getting a boyfriend until they have finished their London escorts careers. I can now finally understand why so many girls here at the agency date gents that they have met at the agency. They seem to be much more accepting of our London escorts careers and not make such a big deal of working for an escort agency. It certainly seems that being an escort still has a certain stigma attached to it, and that cannot be a good thing when it comes to relationships.
Well, I think that the best thing that I can do is to carry on for the time being. Yes, it would be nice to have a boyfriend but you cannot have it all. I am doing really well at the London escorts that I work for at the moment, and perhaps that is what I should concentrate on for the time being. Putting personal relationships on the back burner might be the best thing for now. I have so many things that other girls my age don’t have. My lovely flat that I bought with my earnings means the world to me. It is my little bit of sanctuary in London. So many young people struggle to find a home in London. All things considered, I am a very lucky girl.…